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  Twelve Years and Counting....
 

In the Fall of 1997, after celebrating the internship I just landed, envisioning the real world fast approaching but still seeing it without focus and feeling detached from its meaning and purpose, I came across ‘The Rollye James Radio Show’ on my car drive back from the diner (I still miss their mozzarella sticks, and a mostly harmless time).

 

I had never listened to talk radio before, but I had also never felt so compelled to find any clue making sense of the present, past and future. So there I was instantly and intensely absorbed by Rollye’s voice and message:

  • False left/right paradigm???
  • Chemtrails???
  • Vaccines: soft-kill bio-weapons???
  • False Flag Terrorism, i.e. Oklahoma City bombing, which led to more Federal power, which occurred as Oklahoma state was passing its 10th Amendment resolution firmly declaring "State’s rights ALWAYS trump Federal ambitions???  

I blew off the after party for an hour to drive around in circles wrapping my head around the idea that my model of how the world worked, a model built in my head and constantly reinforced by media, schooling and politicians, was structurally nothing more than smoke and mirrors and was put there ON PURPOSE. The broadcast ended before I knew what exactly hit me, as did that night under a bottle of Absolute vodka. I woke to mid-terms, Halloween costume parties, and a continuation of the drunken stupor I favored for the last two plus years of college, which was originally enjoyed to 'maximize' experience but suddenly it was to willfully ignore the pangs and stings of answers offered to me on a vulnerable night.

 

The headaches wouldn’t cease, so I came back to Rollye’s show and whole heartedly swallowed the ‘red pill’. But unlike the movie, ‘The Matrix’, the pill didn’t come with a trustworthy, well established tour guide. There was no Morpheus to point me in the right direction; only whispers in the night and chatter on the internet. How could I differentiate what information was a legitimate ‘rabbit hole’ to the 'real' truth from the ‘bunny trails’ of speculation and deception?

 

Rollye seemed sincere but she and her callers couldn't be my only source. Could I trust Rush Limbaugh or Michael Moore? Today, my question would be, could I trust Glenn Beck or Keith Olbermann?
 
My conclusion:
 
 
(btw... click here and here and here for specifics on Beck's behavior as a traitor)
 
Thankfully Rollye had good impartial advise: “Don’t take my word or anyone else's word for absolute truth. Prove it to yourself by using the widely accepted principles of the Scientific Method, which basically states good science is judged on its ability to successfully predict. Verify our conclusions by comparing them to the conclusions you draw from your own observation and data collection.”

 

I did just that. I researched this quote:  

  • "Today’s physician’s offices and public health settings are like the concentration camps of yester-year. And today’s vaccines are like the gas." - Dr. Leonard Horowitz, 'Emerging Viruses: AIDS And Ebola : Nature, Accident or Intentional?', 1997  

 And found this history lesson:

  • "If you continue to allow these contaminated (polio) vaccines to go out, I guarantee you that over the next 20 years you will have epidemics of cancer unlike the world has ever seen." - Bernice Eddy, U.S. Congressional testimony, 1972  
And soon found more quotes by experts about the 'cancer induced shots' called vaccines here.
 
I was questioning everything, even Democracy. But as an Accountant and someone partial to science, Banks and Eugenics were the most intriguing bundles of lies and trickery. Before Rollye's voice got stuck in my head, I generally avoided reading at all costs but soon found myself reading 2-3 books a month. I was constantly reassessing and rebuilding my worldview model (trying desperately to save parts of my former view). Two steps forward, one step (holding) back, sometimes three (holding) back. I was an architect with many jumbled blueprints. Would I ever get it right? Would I ever allow myself to get it right? Would I ever get all the right answers without knowing all the right questions?

 

After more than a decade of vetting the world presented to me/you/us, discovering a model integrating history, politics and economics, saving my father from the Mandatory Anthrax Vaccination program at his military base in 2000, speaking up for freedom as a Libertarian activist and fighting back against the banking oligarchs, etc, I am still learning and discovering truths. Looking back, I can only wish I had a stronger point of reference to begin with, a set of basic concepts I could have tested and judged, so my learning process could have advanced faster. (And the realization I was always among a growing, but mostly silent, majority, would have been nice too.)

 

This website is meant to be that springboard for new and even seasoned patriots and truth seekers. It provides a tutorial in BASIC concepts fundamental to anyone's pursuit and understanding of how the world works - SpeakUp 101 – and assurance that this fight is something you join, not something you need to start yourself - FightBack 101. This website can be a very integral tool in your/our discovery/move towards human unity against those who wish to divide and control us.
 
Verify-Verify-Verify!!!   
 
    (- SpeakUp - FightBack -)
 
 

  Winston Churchill
 
You ask, what is our aim? I can answer in one word. It is victory, victory at all costs, victory in spite of all terror, victory, however long and hard the road may be; for without victory, there is no survival.
 
    (- to Prevail -)
 
 

  Bertrand Russell - Ten Commandments
 
  1. Do not feel absolutely certain of anything.
  2. Do not think it worthwhile to proceed by concealing evidence, for the evidence is sure to come to light.
  3. Never try to discourage thinking for you are sure to succeed.
  4. When you meet opposition, even if it should come from your husband, wife or children, endeavor to overcome it by argument and not by authority- for victory dependent upon authority is unreal and illusory.
  5. Have no respect for the authority of others, for there are contrary authorities to be found.
  6. Do not use power to suppress opinion you think pernicious, for if you do the opinions will suppress you.
  7. Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric.
  8. Find more pleasure in intelligent dissent than in passive agreement, for, if you value intelligence, as you should, the former implies a deeper argument than the latter.
  9. Be scrupulously truthful, even if the truth is inconvenient, for it is more inconvenient when you try to conceal it.
  10. Do not feel envious of the happiness of those who live in a fool's paradise, for only a fool will think that it is happiness.
    (- by Educating -)
 
 
  Mikhail Bakunin
 
To revolt is a natural tendency of life. Even a worm turns against the foot that crushes it. In general, the vitality and relative dignity of an animal can be measured by the intensity of its instinct to revolt.
 
    (- by Empathizing -)
 
 

  Theodore Roosevelt
 
It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.
 
    (- by Engaging -)
 

  Mahatma Gandhi
 
When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall. Think of it...always.
 
    (- by Enduring -)